Introduction.

My name is Dilara Colakoglu, I'm Turkish and lived in Libya my whole entire life. I've decided to start this blog because its my last year here, -fingers crossed- so I'm just going be blogging about my supposedly ''new'' life in the ''new'' Libya for the next year or so. Hopefully, next year I'll be kicking it in University, somewhere in the world. I am still undecided, I can't seem to figure out what I want in life, so maybe by blogging I could maybe figure it out, I know sounds a bit odd, but what the heck, it's worth a try!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

BEN-IST

OK, so I know it's been a while since I last posted, it's because my life is SO uneventful... and it's not like anyone views my blog but anyway, I arrived in Istanbul, Turkey yesterday afternoon. The weather is lovely, I was hoping it would have snowed, but actually the skies are bluer than ever, the grass is still green the tree's are naked and it's not that cold really, but I really hope it's going to snow. This is my first time in a long time in Istanbul in winter, I think last time I was here I was like 7 or 8 I'm not sure, I was really young. I usually come here in the summer, but we're here now cause my dad hasn't seen his family in 2 years and I think we needed a break from what's going on in Libya.

I'm so excited I'm here, but I have a lot of studying to do as my exams are in January, ahhh! so close. I have all my books and stuff with me, and I don't really have friends here, so there won't be a problem with studying.

I was so surprised to see that the temperature outside was -62 Celsius!
Lol, then my dad explained why it was really cold out.
I think I need to study... I'm lacking a bit of knowledge :/

I got a wing seat, I hate window seats.. You can hardly see
beneath you. Anyway, this was when the plane was circling the air
in Turkey.
The traffic here is SO bad! I would have taken pictures but I fell asleep on my way home from the airport. I'm so glad we don't own a car here so we have to walk everywhere, which is good, cause you get to dodge the traffic and you get to shed a few pounds :D haha! We're spending Christmas and New Years here, yay!

Happy Holidays everyone!

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Eid :) - Meat Mubarak!

Eid is an important religious holiday celebrated by Muslims around the world.
I think because our Prophet Abraham/Ibrahim dreamed that God was telling him to Sacrifice
his own son, to test his loyalty but then God provided him with a sheep to sacrifice instead.

It is celebrated 70 days (2months and 10days) after Ramadan, all the Muslims slaughter sheep, skin it, gut it, clean it, cook it and eat it, and
of course you can give away all the meat to the poor, or give away the money you were going to spend on the sheep to poor families.

I think this might be my last Eid with my family here in Libya, cause  hopefully, i'll be away in Uni. next year!

before it was slaughtered.

I couldn't watch this year for some reason. I usually watch the slaughtering.
I just turned around, shut my eyes, and put my hands over my ears, cause 
I didn't want to hear anything either, and then I cried a little. Idk why.

OK when I was a kid, my dad used to stain our foreheads with some blood,
I guess we just do it every year, ever since.




I helped out A LITTLE and look how bloody my hands got. ew.

I love this one!


this is Glaya, a mixture of meat, heart, liver, kidneys and of course fat! 




dad BBQing

the aftermath.

This years Eid was great! And of course, we're not like the typical Libyan families, who have large family gatherings on every occasion. It was just Dad, Mom, my sister and I this year. Last eid, my Aunt, Grams and Uncle came over, and that was basically it.

We slaughter 2 sheep maximum, ours and my Grams sheep, however this year, my Grams didn't want to get sheep, she gave her money to the needy.

Happy Eid to everyone! Kurban Bayraminiz Kutlu Olsun! :)




Saturday, November 5, 2011

Remembrance Day - A visit to the War Cemetery.

Remembrance Day is a memorial day to remember the members of the armed forces who have died in the line of duty since World War I.
This day is observed on 11 November to recall the official end of World War I on that date in 1918; hostilities are said to have ended at the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month in 1918.




This year it was Mr.Keith, Hamida, me, Wareda, Mr.Bolam and Yasmina
(who had to sit down cause she felt a little dizzy)

I read the poem  MCMXIV (1914) by Philip Larkin

Those long uneven lines,
standing as patiently as if
they were stretched outside
the Oval or Villa Park.
the crowns of hats, the sun
on mustached archaic faces,
grinning as if were all 
an August Bank Holiday Lark.

And the shut shops, the bleached
established names on the sunblinds.
The farthings and sovereigns,
and the dark clothes children at play
called after kings and queens.
the tin advertisements for cocoa and twist;
and the pubs wide open all day.

And the country side not caring,
the place names all hazed over
with flowering grasses, and fields
shadowing doomsday lines
under wheat's restless silence.
The differently dressed servants,
with small rooms in huge houses;
the dust behind limousines.

Never such innocence.
Never before or since,
as changed itself to past 
without a word, the men
leaving the gardens tidy.
The thousands of marriages 
lasting a little while longer;
never such innocence again.


Wareda read the poem Do Not Stand At My Grave and Weep by Mary E. Frye.

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight. 
I am the soft stars that shine at night. 
Do not stand at my grave and cry, 
I am not there; I did not die.


Hamida and Yasmina laid the Poppy wreath






The weather was real warm, and wearing black didn't help at all!




Saturday, October 29, 2011

Berenice Post

 After the 19th of March 'invasion', I was absolutely sick and tired of just being home all day and doing nothing basically. So, I volunteered to work at Berenice Post.

Berenice Post is an independent weekly journal printed in both Arabic and English. Berenice is an ancient Greek name that means 'bearer of victory'.

I worked there for about 3-4 months. I proof-read the English pages, made sure there weren't any errors, I interviewed people and wrote articles.


my very first article.

second article.

article about Matthew Vandyke, he was missing up till about  the liberation of Tripoli.

my article about the dictators.




my last article :'(
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That was all of us when we first started out. (some people are missing)
Back row: Mohammed Omami, Lou, Atem Shembesh, Rachel, Me, Sarah Gtat
Front row: Sameeh Lahiwel, Mohmmed Bin Omran, Farrah Gtat and Hamid Buzghaziba.

                                     
Rachel videoing Atem.

Atem, Me and the boss, Monssif.

reading our second issue, Walid making fun of me cause i'm annoyed
with all the errors that have been printed.


That was are office, when we first started out.
I know it's nothing, but we had to start from scratch,
I know this looks a bit odd, but our old office was in a spacious art gallery, that basically was never useful to anyone. Today it is Libya Al-Hurra's Studio.




That's Betsy Hiel, interveiwing us for Pittsburgh Tribune-Review.
http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/photo_188924.html?TB_iframe=true&height=460&width=720

http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/news/middleeastreports/s_734841.html - read down to ''not different from you''

us girls recording part of a song for Music Masters.

That's everyone with Mohammed Shaibani, he's been out of the
country for over 30 years because of the former government.

That's us, again with the French Ambassador.

Checking over the English articles.

the ladies at work!

packaging the fliers in the news paper.
preparing for one of the seminars we oraganized.


lunch.

our second edition.

my parents in the crowd!

Mustafa Duffani interviewing Mohammed Shaibani.

me and the fellas!

saying good-bye to Berenice.




I had to leave Berenice Post cause I had to go back to school! - I miss working there a lot, it was a great time and awesome experience.